Purchased For Pregnancy: BWWM Mafia Romance (Greek Mafia Romance Brotherhood Book 2) by Jamila Jasper

Author:Jamila Jasper [Jasper, Jamila]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Jamila Jasper Romance
Published: 2021-04-10T04:00:00+00:00

26

My Sins Against Her

3 months ago

My routine when she arrives fills me with lustful anticipation. I know it’s wrong, but I enjoy the hunt. The girls separate at night and when my daughter’s bedroom door locks, I sneak into Tisha’s room. It’s not sneaking, really. She knows I’m coming. When she wants me, she’s naked. And wet.

When she’s pulling away, she wears a satin pink nightgown that clings to her. I beg her. Or command her. And Tisha obeys. Tonight, I’m clearheaded for once and when I wait for her to go to bed, I don’t hurry in to have my way with her because this will be the last time.

It’s like she knows. When I push the door open, she’s standing there, fully clothed with her arms folded. I stick my hands into my pockets and shut the door behind me, turning the lock.

I say simply and quickly what I mean to say, “We have to stop. I have to stop.”

“I love you, Loukas. I don’t want you to stop,” she says, like life is that simple.

We don’t always get what we want.

“Listen, Tisha. I’m your best friend’s father. This could never work. I don’t care for you the way you care for me. You were right about me. I had monstrous thoughts about you and I waited to act on them. I’m exactly as terrible as you think.”

“I don’t believe you,” she says, pouting.

I’m weak every time she looks upset, but I have to steel myself and commit. This is the last thing I want: to lose her. But I’m an old man who has already failed all three of his children. I don’t want to risk having another child with her and fail that child too. I’ve been mostly sober for the past four weeks. I quit wine a week ago. And I see with perfect clarity that even if I don’t want to believe the words I’m saying to her: they’re true. I’m a monster for caressing her and spilling my seed between her legs.

“I don’t care if you believe me. You will obey me. Has my daughter told you what I do?”

She shakes her head.

“I kill people. I’ve killed men. I’ve killed women. My family is dangerous and I’m the worst. Fatherhood has settled me, but I am not interested in an Oxford graduate with a bright future ahead of her. You’re young. You’re beautiful. Find another man.”

“I don’t want to find another man,” she argues.

“Damn it, Tisha. I’m trying to do this. We are over. Done. Understood?”

“I hate you,” she seethes.

“Good.”

Her eyes well with tears.

“How could you treat me like this? If you were going to break my heart, you should have never kissed me!”

“I kissed you because you were there,” I lie, “And because I knew you’d let me.”

Her face falls. I’ve hurt her because I’ve verbalized her biggest fears. That she isn’t special to me. But of course, she’s special. Every time Carlotta needed her, Tisha took care of her. She never let my daughter down.

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